EROTICA 1

I tried t? ?h?n? h?m th? next d??, to n? ?v??l; I just g?t his v???? m??l. I h???d th?t h? w?uldn't t?ll ?n??n?. I f?gur?d h? wouldn't t?ll anyone in the management. I m??n, wh? w?uld ?v?n m?nt??n th?t? H?w would ??u ?t?rt ?u?h a ??nv?r??t??n? In ?n? case, h? w?? young too; h?w ?ff?nd?d ??uld h? be? But I th?ught h? might mention ?t t? my ??ll??gu??; ?ft?r ?ll, what a ??u?! I ??uld ju?t ?m?g?n? th?t ??nv?r??t??n in the ??nt??n th? n?xt d??, ?n m? ?b??n??! It was ?? d?ff??ult t? judg?. N?-?n? ??uld ???u?? m? ?f doing something morally wr?ng, as ?n individual, but ?n th? corporate setting ?t ???m?d so bad.

D????t? m? worries ?b?ut th? ?ut??m?, I found th? memory ?f ?t ?n?r?d?bl? ?x??t?ng. The feeling ?f h??rt-??und?ng squirting, th?t dr?m?t?? ?un?h ?f fear th?t ?l?mm?d m? ?rg??m?? body, w?? intoxicating. I w?nk?d t?m? ?nd again ?v?r th? w??k?nd, dr?v?n by the m?m?r? of that ?w???m? ????nd, th?ugh each ?rg??m gave w?? t? a nagging fear.

Wh?n I g?t to the office ?n Monday, my h??rt was pounding ?lm??t ?? ?tr?ngl? as it had th? ?r?v??u? Thur?d?? n?ght. I was th?r? ??rl?, so I m?ght b? first ?nt? th? ?ff???, but he w?? ?lr??d? ??t th?r?, ?? w?r? some ?f m? colleagues. A? I walked ???t him, tr??ng to k??? a ??lm tone to m? voice ?nd ?tt?m?t?ng a ?h??r? "M?rn?ng!", h?? face w?? ?n??rut?bl?. Was th?t g??d? B?d? H?w th? h?ll ??uld I know? I g?t ?n w?th m? w?rk silently.

Whereas there w?uld n?rm?ll? h?v? b??n b?nt?r b?tw??n u?, b? ten ?'?l??k, we'd h?rdl? ???d a w?rd to each other. I ??uldn't stand it. I sidled up t? him, tr??ng t? feign n?n?h?l?n??.

"I'm g??ng downstairs," I ???d, "Ar? you ??m?ng down f?r coffee?" M? h??rt was r???ng again.

"Alr?ght." H?? f??? g?v? away nothing.

We t??k th? l?ft down and d?dn't ????k. I h?ld th? d??r ???n for him ?nt? th? restaurant. W? g?t ?ur ??ff??, noiselessly. We ?dd?d m?lk and sugar, stood n?xt t? each ?th?r. St?ll n?th?ng. I paid. We ??t down ??????t? each other in the ??v?rn?u? underground canteen.

"G??d w??k?nd?" he asked.

"N?t r??ll?," I said, "things ?n m? m?nd."

"Wanker!" h? said, a big gr?n on his face.

"And I ?u????? ??u d?n't?"

"Not ?n work!"

"Are you going to ??? ?n?th?ng?" This was th? ?nl? qu??t??n ?n m? m?nd.

"C?ur?? n?t! Wh? would ??u ?v?n think that? Would ??u say ?n?th?ng?"

"No, but then..." M? v???? trailed ?ff. I kn?w ?t'? a ?l??hé, but ?t truly f?lt as th?ugh a w??ght inside m? had been l?ft?d. Th?t nagging fear h?d g?n? ?n a trice.

"Thanks. I w?? w?rr??d," I f?und m???lf ????ng, "I ??uldn't th?nk of ?n?th?ng ?l?? since then."

"M? n??th?r..." h? ???d, gr?nn?ng m?dl? ?g??n.

"I tr??d t? ??ll you on Fr?d??. I ju?t g?t your v???? m??l."

"I was ?n h?l?d??, you idiot," h? said, "didn't ??u remember?"

Now h? m?nt??n?d ?t, ?t d?d ???m f?m?l??r. I ?u????? that ?n the ??n??, the blur, I hadn't r?m?mb?r?d. W? fell ??l?nt ?g??n, ?????ng ?ur ??ff??, I suppose tr??ng t? avoid ???h ?th?r'? g?z?, but not m?k? it look ?? ?u?h.

"S?," h? started, "d? you ?ft?n wank in th? ?h?w?r??"

"No. Of ??ur?? n?t," I l??d. What ?l?? was I g??ng t? ???? Y??, I find th?t ?t h?l?? me get the fuck ?ut ?f th? ?ff??? if I squirt a l??d ?n th? ?h?w?r b?f?r? I l??v? for the weekend. "I'm so ?mb?rr????d ?b?ut ?t. It was ju?t, w?ll... ??u kn?w h?w th??? th?ng? g?. I was ju?t relieving t?n???n, I ?u?????."

"C?rt??nl? w?? a surprise t? ??? ??u relieving t?n???n there!" he said, a ?m?l? br??k?ng out ?n h?? f??? ?g??n.

"I ??uld say th? ??m? thing. Y?ur t?m?ng ??uldn't have b??n w?r??!" I ???d. It w?? m? turn t? ?m?l?.

"Or b?tt?r!" h? ???d, "C?m? on, let's go."

"L??t?n, th?nk? again." I said.

5

The n?xt Thur?d?? n?ght, I was showering wh?n Ad?m w?lk?d ?n ?g??n. I turned ?nd ??w h?m th?r? ?nd qu??kl? turn?d ?w?? again, w??h?ng myself. I f?lt ?wkw?rd, d????t? what h?'d ???n th? previous w??k.

"I thought ??u'd g?n? home." I was ??rt??n I'd ???n h?m leaving th? office ??rl??r.

"I h?d," h? ???d, "I forgot ??m?th?ng."

"Oh. I th?ught ??u were ?h??k?ng up on m?," I l?ugh?d.

"D? I n??d to?"

"Ch??k u? ?n m?? Of ??ur?? n?t. I t?ld ??u it w?? ?nl? a one-off."

"L??r," h? r??l??d, gr?nn?ng ?w??, "I b?t ??u were about t? d? ?t. P?rh??? I ?h?uld stay ?nd ??v? ??u fr?m ??ur??lf." I felt th? familiar t?ngl?ng of my ???k ?t?rt?ng to gr?w. His presence w?? ?x??t?ng ?nd I kn?w h? was sat ?n a ?l?tt?d b?n?h ??????t? the ?h?w?r?, w?t?h?ng m? w??h.

"N? I w??n't," I ???d, m??n?ng qu?t? th? ??????t?. M? ???k was ?t?ff?n?ng quickly.

"N?t f??l?ng ?? though ??u need to r?l??v? tension th?n?" h? asked w?th a l?ugh.

I d?dn't kn?w wh?t t? ???.

H? went ?n, "I had a ?h?w?r ???t?rd?? after w?rk. I was feeling t?n??." W?? h? ????ng wh?t I th?ught h? w??? Th?t he had wanked ?n the ?h?w?r t??? My ???k d?d a l?ttl? tw?ng?.

"And?"

"I f?und th? ?h?w?r r??ll? r?l??v?d it." His comments were hinting ?t so much, but g?v? n?th?ng away. "I l?ft f??l?ng qu?t? ?nv?g?r?t?d."

"D? ??u feel t?n?? t?n?ght?" I had to kn?w what h? m??nt.

"Y??, ?nd th?? isn't h?l??ng either," h? ???d, and after a ??u??, "L??k, I know ??u'v? g?t a h?rd?n, ?? ??u ??n stop ?r?t?nd?ng ??u'r? w??h?ng now." H? was right. M? ???k w?? sticking ?ut ?n fr?nt ?f me.

I turned th? ?h?w?r ?ff ?nd g?t ?ut. "Wh? n?t?" I th?ught t? m???lf. He kn?w, ?nd he'd ?bv??u?l? come u? h?r? t? ??? it. H? l??k?d ?t m? ???k jutt?ng ?ut, ?nd I ??uld ??? the bulg? ?n h?? suit wh?r? h?? w?? ?bv??u?l? erect t??.

"S? wh?t d?d you really come u? here for?" I ??k?d gr?bb?ng m? t?w?l. I ?t?rt?d t? dr? m???lf.

"I was h???ng I'd ??? you d??ng ?t again."

"That was rather ?r??um?tu?u? ?f ??u," I ???d.

"N?t r??ll?, ??n??d?r?ng that I ??w ??u ?um l??t w??k, ?nd n?w ??u'r? standing n?xt t? m? with a h?rd?n," he said w?th a gr?n.

"I thought ??u w?r? rather freaked ?ut by ?t. Y?u really went quickly."

"I was," h? replied, "but I ??uldn't ?t?? th?nk?ng about it all weekend. N?r since th?n. I'v? never ???n a ???k. W?ll, n?t ??n?? ??h??l ?r wh?t?v?r, and nothing l?k? th?t, wh?n you... " H?? voice tr??l?d off.

"...came?" I ??k?d.

H? paused. "Y?u ?h?uld have ???n th? l??k ?n ??ur face."

I ?t?rt?d t? dr? m? f??? ?nd h??r. H? was only a f??t away fr?m m?, ?nd ?lth?ugh I ??uldn't ???, I kn?w he was looking ?t m? erection again.

"W?uld ??u?" h? ??k?d, "d? ?t ?g??n, I m??n?"

"With ??u ??t watching?" I ??k?d, "It's w??rd."

"N? more w??rd th?n l??t week. I'd r??ll? like t? see ?t ?r???rl?. Y?u mu?t w?nt t?." He nodded in th? d?r??t??n of m? cock. I ??uldn't d?n? ?t. It w?? ?? stiff as a b??rd, and ?t w?? begging to be touched.

"Let m? ??t d?wn," I ???d, ?nd h? moved.

I ?ut m? t?w?l d?wn ?n th? b?n?h, ??t on ?t, leaned b??k and spread m? l?g?. My cock ??uldn't h?v? b??n harder. I ??n't r?m?mb?r the l??t t?m? th?t it felt ?? plump, ?? "?ut there". So full.

I wr????d my h?nd ?r?und ?t, ?nd ?t w?? ?? sensitive I knew I w?uld ??m? ?n a tr???. As I rubbed m? foreskin b??k ?nd f?rth, a l?ttl? drop ??z?d out. It f?lt m?rv?ll?u?, ??r??d?ng it ?r?und, letting it m???t?n...