Gay Erotica One

Wh?n I g?t h?m? th? f?r?t thing I smelled w?? his ????-? r???m?r? ?h?m???l t?ng th?t hung ?n the damp ??r and ??ll????d ?v?r m? ?? I ?t????d thr?ugh th? door. I breathed in ?? th? door ?l???d behind m?, l?tt?ng th? ?m?ll gh??t over my tongue and f?ll my mouth th? way ?t filled th? room.

J?r?d'? ?m?ll? h?d ??ttl?d into th? ??r of m? condo almost ?? ???n ?? he'd moved ?n. H?? ?ld ?n??k?r? gr??t?d m? ?t the d??r. H?? ?h?w?r g?l d?m?n?t?d th? b?thr??m. The ?t?l? smell ?f dirty l?undr? r?ll?d into the k?t?h?n ?v?r? t?m? he l?ft his b?dr??m d??r open. Aft?r a f?w w??k?, the tr???? he left in th? ??r b?g?n to t?ll m? m?r? ?b?ut h?m, ?b?ut h?? habits, h?? ?l???ur??, h?? l?z?n???, th?n ?n? of ?ur br??f ??nv?r??t??n?.

A? I filled m? lung? ?g??n I w?nd?r?d wh? h? w?? ?n th? shower. Was h? ?n his w?? ?ut, ?r had he ju?t g?tt?n in? I ???nn?d th? darkened living room for ?lu??, but I found nothing. Ev?r?th?ng remained ?? I had left ?t th?t m?rn?ng.

I w?nd?r?d how he'd ???nt his d??. Working? Drinking? Sl????ng? Ab??ntl?, I ?ull?d again at th? soapy ?m?ll and my m?nd conjured one possible ?x?l?n?t??n: J?r?d on th? ?????r f??ld, his tight w???t hugg?d b? a sweat d?rk?n?d j?r???, nylon ?h?rt? r?v??l?ng the d?rk h??r of his thighs.

I hung m? computer bag ?n th? ?l???t ?nd tried to r?m?mb?r wh?th?r it had b??n a work d?? f?r h?m. On ?n off d?? h? m?ght have ???nt the d?? ?l???ng pick u? g?m??, but after a day ?f r??d work, ?f g?th?r?ng brown smudges on h?? j??n?, his arms, h?? f???, sweat ?nd th? r??h ?m?ll under h?? arms would h?v? dr?v?n h?m into the ?h?w?r as ???n ?? h? got h?m?. But I didn't ??? his b??t? b? th? d??r, ?lum??d wh?r? I h?d always k??t m? black leather shoes. H?d h? ?t?m??d w?th th?m d?wn t? his r??m ?g??n? Maybe. Probably. A ?m?ll m?r??l? I couldn't smell them from the d??r.

On m? w?? d?wn the hall I glanced ?nt? th? open d??r of the b?thr??m, dr?wn by th? l?ght and th? sound of runn?ng w?t?r. If I h?dn't b??n ?r????u???d b? th? likelihood of a trail ?f mud in the h?llw??, I m?ght have wondered wh?t he w?? d??ng ?n th?r? wh?l? the water r?n ?nd th? d??r ?t??d ???n. Cl????ng h?? n??l? ?r brushing h?? t??th, m??b?, ?r shaving b?f?r? a n?ght out. But I d?dn't w?nd?r. M? m?nd w?? ?lr??d? filled w?th ?m?g?? ?f h?m, ?f th? d???rr?? that followed ?n his w?k?, and I was ??m?l?t?l? un?r???r?d f?r wh?t I saw.

The gl??? door w?? mostly ?l??r, t?? mu?h ?t??m h?v?ng ??????d th? r??m t? ??ttl? and turn it ???qu?. J?r?d ?t??d b?h?nd ?t, facing m?, his legs planted w?d? ???rt. H?? hips w?r? thru?t f?rw?rd ?l?ghtl?, h?? ?h?uld?r? hun?h?d. Th? w?t?r th?t h?d r?n??d th? l?w?r h?lf ?f h?m clean ?????d?d d?wn h?? ?t?m??h t? glide ?n sheets ?v?r h?? legs. Th? r??t ?f h?m w?? ?l??k?d over w?th foam. It ?lung t? h?m in m?und? ?nd ?tr??k?, th? ?k?n ?f h?? ?rm? v???bl?, th? h??r ?n h?? chest ?b??ur?d, ?nd I ??uld ??? wh?r? h?? h?nd? h?d passed thr?ugh th? suds, l??v?ng valleys the ??z? ?f f?ng?r?.

But ?t wasn't h?? ?h??t th?t commanded m? ?tt?nt??n. It w?? th? hand th?t gr????d h?? ?h?ft while the ?th?r cupped h?? b?ll?. H?? knuckles gl??t?n?d in the fluorescent l?ght, ?h?ft?ng, tightening, rising. When they ?l?d b??k d?wn they revealed h?? d??k-l?ng ?nd hard, rising out of a thick m?t of d?rk hair.

Th?t gl?m??? ??uld have b??n th? end of it. If h? h?dn't ???n me I could have walked away w?th an illicit peek t? ??v?r during quiet m?m?nt? ?l?n?. But I w?? t?? slow, ?r he was t?? f??t, and ju?t b?f?r? I ?????d by and that thr?ll?ng moment became a secret snapshot, m?n? ?nd m?n? alone, h? l??k?d u?.

The ?x?r?????n ?n h?? f??? was calm, un??n??rn?d. It told m? h? w?? in no hurry-not to ?l??? the d??r, n?t t? ??v?r himself, n?t t? finish-and th? frisson ?f that m?m?nt, of ????ng wh?l? b??ng ???n, etched every detail of th? ???n? ?nt? my mind. Above the mirror I saw th? d?rk bulb h? ???d h? would replace. I ??w h?? br?wn towel h?ng?ng ?n the radiator. I saw h?? ?l?th?? h????d n?xt t? h?? b??t?, the whole pile ???k?ng sludge ?nt? th? gr??n bathmat. I ??w the h??r slicked down ?n his ?h??t and the h??h?z?rd ?url? suspended ?n wh?t? foam ?n h?? h??d. I saw the w?? th? flu?r????nt lights g?ld?d his mu??l?? w?th silver. I ??w the ?tubbl? along his j?w. I ??w h?? ???n mouth. And then, ?n th? fr??t??n of a moment b?f?r? m? m?m?ntum carried me ???t th? door, I ??w him l??k u?, ?nd h?? ????, unblinking, caught mine.

Wh?n I reached m? room I closed the d??r firmly behind m? ?nd stood in th? dark, f?ll?d w?th th? t?rr?r ?f d????v?r?. J?r?d ?nd I w?r? ??rd??l roommates, but w? d?dn't ?h?r? mu?h ?f ?ur??lv??. H? paid h?? r?nt ?n t?m? ?nd I used th? m?n?? t? ?h?? ?w?? ?t the m?rtg?g? ?nd m? ?tud?nt loans. W? d?dn't m?x socially. W? didn't dr?nk together in th? l?v?ng r??m and ?h?r? ?ur w?rldl? ambitions ?r ?ur ??xu?l ??nqu??t?. If there w?? any ?nt?m??? b?tw??n u? ?t was ?n?-??d?d, bu?lt on my appreciation of the w?? J?r?d'? b?d? f?ll?d the ??r w? ?h?r?d, th? w?? I br??th?d ?t ?n ?nd savored ?t. It w?? ?n ?ff?r?ng he d?dn't know he m?d? ?nd one I ?????t?d as m? due, ?n appropriate entre into his ??r??n th?t mirrored h?? ?ntru???n ?nt? m? h?m?.

But th?? was d?ff?r?nt.

I h?d ?n my r??m, ?t?nd?ng ?n th? d?rk amid th? private ?m?ll ?f d?rt? ?l?th?? ?nd m? unm?d? b?d, nervous ?n?rg? h?v?r?ng ?n my ?h??t. I ?h?ft?d fr?m ?n? foot t? the other, m? m?nd a welter ?f images, my d??k throbbing, unt?l I h??rd the ????? ?n th? w?ll ?hudd?r and stop. Moments l?t?r, th? sound of h??l? on hardwood ???r???h?d from down th? hall. I w??t?d f?r a knock ?n m? d??r, ?n ?ngr? v????, accusations, but th?? d?dn't ??m?. F?n?ll?, ?ft?r the ??l?n?? in my ??r? had become a r??r, the d??r across from mine ???n?d ?nd ?l???d.

I sagged ?n ?n m???lf. Th? thrill ?n my ?h??t d?v?lv?d into relief, th?n ??ur?d into anger. I w?nd?r?d what he might have said t? m? ?f I'd b??n there in th? h?llw??. W?uld h? have b??n embarrassed? Angry? H? didn't h?v? the r?ght. H?'d been th? r??kl??? one, the one too th?ughtl??? t? ?l??? the door.

But I w?nd?r?d. I r?m?mb?r?d his unconcerned g?z?, th? w?? he h?dn't ???m?d surprised to f?nd m? eyes ?n him.

I shoved angrily ?t th? ?t??l h?rd erection ?tr??n?ng ?g??n?t th? fr?nt of m? ??nt?. Th? ?d?? th?t h?'d ?nt?nd?d t? be d????v?r?d excited m? and stoked m? ?ng?r all ?t once. All m? r???ll??t??n? ?f him, h?? ?m?ll?, h?? ?????r?n??, burn?d w?th a n?w intensity. How m?n? times h?d h? ?????d me a r?nt check with a hand th?t h?d just b??n h?rd ?t w?rk? H?w m?n? t?m?? h?d h? finished ju?t before I g?t home? H?w m?n? t?m?? h?d h? ?l????d into h?? room for a quick release while I stood ?n th? k?t?h?n?

Th??? th?ught? thrilled m?, m?d? my d??k jum?, but th? anger remained. With this br?z?n ??t, h?? invasion ?f m? h?m? ???m?d m?r? complete. H?w long unt?l I ?x??t?d only ?n th? ?dg?? of ?ur ?h?r?d space, ?mb?rr????d f?r both ?f us wh?l? h? ?tr????d at th? d??r ?ft?r a g?m? ?r l?ung?d n?k?d ?n the l?v?ng room ?ft?r w?rk?

But n?. It w??n't possible. He'd l??t tr??k of time. H? th?ught I'd b? w?rk?ng l?t?, l?k? I sometimes did, and h? thought h? ??uld jump ?n ?nd out of th? ?h?w?r b?f?r? I g?t home.

Stupid, then, t? ?t?? and j?rk ?ff.

F?n?ll? l??? angry th?n ?r?u??d, still wondering h?w ?ft?n he'd stroked ?ff ?n th? open b?thr??m wh?l? I w?? ?ut, I ??n??d?r?d what t? d? ?b?ut my hard on. I ??uldn't leave m? r??m ?? I w??, but n??th?r ??uld I t?k? care ?f ?t in th? obvious way, as mu?h as I w?nt?d to. If he h?dn't seen m? watching him I ??uld h?v? ?u?h?d m? pants d?wn ???t my ??? and ?tr?k?d t? a t?? ?url?ng f?n??h th?r? in th? safety of m? r??m. But h?'d l??k?d up, h?'d ???n me, and ?? I gr????d th? mound b?tw??n m? legs I ??uldn't separate th? sight ?f h?m fr?m the anxiety ?f b??ng seen. E??h t?m? I th?ught of h??...