Introduction

"I don't like to gamble, but if there's one thing I'm willing to bet on, it's myself."

-Beyoncé

I was never more optimistic and excited about the working world than I was before I entered it.

The month before I graduated from college, I was hanging out in a bar with a group of friends. We were sharing updates about what we'd be doing after graduation.

During school, I had waitressed, tutored, and nannied, but now, I was about to set out on my first full-time professional gig. I gushed to my friends about the amazing job I had gotten as an Account Manager at an ad agency.

Most of my friends were equally enthused to be embarking on their "grown-up" careers. One was starting work as a teacher, and another was an entry-level engineer. Two had jobs selling software, one was going into consulting. Our eyes were wide and we felt ready to take on the exciting opportunities ahead. We were finally adults (or at least, that's what we thought).

Flash-forward 10?months later; we got together again, at the same bar, even sitting in the same corner booth. Yet, the energy was drastically different. Most of us felt jaded, some even defeated. Only a few in the group were holding on to the enthusiasm we all had less than a year ago.

It was discouraging, to say the least. Perhaps you've experienced similar disillusionment yourself.

You apply for what seems like a great job, you eagerly prep for the interview, and you make sure all your references are in order. You ooze enthusiasm during the interview process. When you first get the offer, you're elated. You call your partner, your parents, or your friends, gushing about how excited you are to take this next step.

Then somehow, a year or so later, your dream job becomes the very job you're dreading on Monday morning. The projects you were excited about don't feel as inspiring anymore. The changes you wanted to make seem laborious instead of empowering. And the coworkers who once seemed so awesome are now a little bit annoying.

You may have assumed that I was one of the few 20-somethings at the bar that night who still felt a zest for careerhood. Sadly, I wasn't. Less than seven months into the job I was once thrilled to get, I felt totally empty.

Yet, this all-too-common career comedown didn't happen to all of us sitting there in the booth. Just most of us. Three members of the group were still just as excited as they had been before we started our jobs. The rest of us assumed those three got lucky. They probably had better offices, better bosses, or more opportunities at work.

Spoiler: They didn't get lucky. In fact, one still-ambitious, optimistic changemaker had the exact same job at the same company as another friend who was currently miserable.

In hindsight, I now see that those three people were leading themselves. They had shifted, from waiting to creating, from reactive to proactive, and from powerless to powerful, all within the constraints of a normal corporate job.

While the majority of us were hoping meaning, joy, and opportunities would come out of our work experiences, they were willing it into existence.

At the time, I didn't know what they were doing differently. All I knew was that they seemed happier and more fulfilled than I was. It's funny how a single event sticks with you, and as time marches on, you find yourself unpacking it more deeply.

As I moved through my career, working with different organizations, I started noticing how crazy it is that people with the exact same job (and sometimes even the same boss) experience wildly different realities at work. Time and time again, I watched one person flourish in their job, while their counterpart in the same role was floundering.

In retrospect, that scene at the bar makes total sense. I was right, those three people were experiencing more meaning, joy, and opportunities than the rest of us. What I was wrong about was assuming that they got lucky.

Since that time, I've deepened my studies. I've unpacked why some people can thrive in imperfect conditions. Not just survive enough to not get fired, but actually experience fulfillment through the messiness. While others, in the same circumstances, feel uninspired, disengaged, and often, powerless.

Ten years after spotting the power of self-leadership in that bar, and seven years after coining the phrase "leading yourself" on LinkedIn Learning, I now see clearly that leading yourself is the difference between being happy and successful at work versus being bored and miserable.

For some people, like my three special friends, leading yourself is innate. For most people, me included, it's not.

Leading yourself is both a philosophy and a skillset that many of us bar-goers did learn, after several years of painstaking progress (at least in my case).

Over time, we all got better at self-leadership, the thing that came so naturally to those special three. We adjusted our expectations of prefect, learned to control the controllable, and got really clear about what we wanted work to be.

No matter where you are, things probably aren't perfect right now. Maybe parts of your job suck, or your boss doesn't listen, or your industry is a little behind. Maybe this isn't your dream job, your coworkers aren't your best friends, and you don't see a clear path to anything beyond Friday. Maybe things are actually pretty good, but you can't shake the gnawing feeling that they could be better. This book is going to meet you where you are.

Instead of waiting for the perfect job, the perfect boss, or the perfect market conditions, you take the reins now. You can create the work experience you want in the job you already have.

Why I Wrote This Book

In my last decade of consulting, I've read a ton of business books. The vast majority of them fail to make any lasting impact for two reasons:

• They're aimed at the C-Suite . of which 99% of people are not in. Most people have zero direct reports. They don't control the products their organizations sell, the systems they use, or the goals they set. That's not a bad thing, it just means pie-in-the-sky projections about the future of business are generally unhelpful, especially if you're an individual contributor.
• They're frighteningly abstract . Business books are full of studies and theories that show the benefits of innovation, purpose, and kindness in the workplace. These are things we instinctively already know. Obviously, people have more ideas when they're not being bullied at work, and when someone cares about something, they try harder. You don't need a book to tell you that. What's generally lacking is what do you DO with that information, at your actual job.

This is a book about real-life work, not theoretical musings from an executive think tank.

My goal is to give you the tools to help you navigate all the imperfections of the working world in a way that leaves you happier and more successful. This book is full of talk tracks, templates, and examples from people at normal jobs inside of normal companies.

We're going to cover things like:

• What do you say to your micromanager on Monday morning? (Chapter 8)
• What do you do when all the people on the project you're leading stop responding to your emails? (Chapter 11)
• How do you keep yourself from going insane through another re-org? (Chapter 3)
• What do you do if your boss or organization sets unrealistic goals? (Chapter 5)
• How do you prioritize when everything feels urgent? (Chapter 6)
• How can you not be mad every day when you disagree with the direction your organization is taking? (Chapter 9)

Here's the tough truth: If you're frustrated with your organization, your job, your coworkers, or your boss, you're the one paying the price. Not them. You're the one who's not going to do your best work, you're the one who is going to wake up in a bad mood, and you're the one whose career will suffer.

Leading yourself is about controlling the controllable. It's owning, from whatever seat you're in, your work experience. Your mindset, how you show up, and the relationships you build are what you control. Nothing else. That truth can be defeating or empowering, depending on how you look at it.

The world of work is annoying sometimes, no matter where you work or who you work for, and it's up to you to navigate that in a way you're proud of.

Leading yourself can help you do that.

Defining Your End Game

Think about someone you know who loves their job. They're always talking with excitement about the projects they have coming up. They have a good relationship with their boss. They're optimistic about the future, instead of afraid of it.

These people often aren't in the C-Suite. They don't work for the exclusively cool-kid companies. They don't typically have prestigious educations, unlimited resources, or generational wealth. They have ordinary jobs, at ordinary companies.

Yet, their work experience is anything but ordinary. They find meaning at work, despite annoyances. They're joyful, despite...