Color 8

A book that you will hate. Funnily, that's precisely the point. You will hate it so much that you will love it. And by it, I mean yourself. Once you begin reading, you will spiral into the depths of your very being. Emotions may stir, subconscious thoughts may emerge, mental maps may be reevaluated. It's a painful process. In the end however, you'll thank me...or hate me.

"...This feeling inside me that yearns for my soul to be on fire every morning; it's not about a freezing cold shower and 150 sales calls from a cubicle and pretending to be rich. It's not about acting as if everything in my life is eternal sunshine and I am so successful because all I care about is a career, or status, or how I look to other people. This feeling is about facing the part of me that knows what I truly need and coming to terms with it. No more hiding, no more throwing myself into a soulless friend group, a soul-sucking job, or a one-sided relationship. I am willing to look myself in the mirror, deep in my own eyes, and admit to myself that I am meant for something. Something great. Something that no other person around me is willing to admit, because doing so reinforces the fact that they are too afraid to take a chance and believe in themselves..."