Things I Have Withheld
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By acclaimed Forward Prize winner, novelist, and poet, Kei Miller's linked collection of essays blends memoir and literary commentary to explore the silences that exist in our conversations about race, sex, and gender.
In a deeply moving, critical and lyrical collection of interconnected essays, award-winning writer Kei Miller explores the silences in which so many important things are kept. Miller examines the experience of discrimination through this silence and what it means to breach it - "to risk words, to risk truth; and through the body and the histories those bodies inherit" the crimes that haunt them, and how the meanings of our bodies can shift as we move through the world, variously assuming privilege or victimhood.
Through letters to James Baldwin, encounters with Soca, Carnival, family secrets, love affairs, questions of aesthetics and more, Miller powerfully and imaginatively recounts everyday acts of racism and prejudice from a black, male, queer perspective. An almost disarmingly personal collection, Kei dissects his experiences in Jamaica and Britain, working as an artist and intellectual, making friends and lovers, discovering the possibilities of music and dance, literary criticism, culture, and storytelling.
With both the epigrammatic concision and conversational cadence of his poetry and novels, Things I Have Withheld is a great artistic achievement: a work of innovation and beauty which challenges us to interrogate what seems unsayable and why, "our actions, defense mechanisms, imaginations and interactions" and those of the world around us.
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KEI MILLER is a Jamaican poet, essayist, and novelist, shortlisted for the Costa Poetry Award and winner of the prestigious Forward poetry prize for his collection The Cartographer Tries to Map a Way to Zion. His story collection Fear of Stones was shortlisted for the Commonwealth Writers' Prize for Best First Book, and his most recent novel, Augustown was a finalist for the PEN Open Book Award, and won the Bocas Prize for Caribbean Literature, the Prix Les Afriques, and the Prix Carbet de la Caraïbe et du Tout-Monde. In 2010, the Institute of Jamaica awarded him the Silver Musgrave medal for his contributions to Literature and in 2018 he was awarded the Anthony Sabga medal for Arts & Letters. He has taught at the Universities of Glasgow, Royal Holloway and Exeter and, in 2019, he was the Ida Beam Distinguished Visiting Professor to the University of Iowa.
Content
- Intro
- Things I Have Withheld
- Also by Kei Miller
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Contents
- Considering the Silence
- 1. Letters to James Baldwin
- 2. Mr Brown, Mrs White and Ms Black
- 3. The Old Black Woman Who Sat in the Corner
- 4. The Crimes That Haunt the Body
- 5. An Absence of Poets and Poodles
- 6. The Boys at the Harbour
- 7. The Buck, the Bacchanal, and Again, the Body
- 8. Our Worst Behaviour
- 9. There Are Truths Hidden in Our Bodies
- 10. The White Women and the Language of Bees
- 11. Dear Binyavanga, I Am Not Writing About Africa
- 12. Sometimes, the Only Way Down a Mountain is by Prayer
- 13. My Brother, My Brother
- 14. And This Is How We Die
- Big Up
- Back Cover
