Deciding to See

Part I: From Darkness to Light–p. 7

            1. This Happens Too / 7 / 4.6.15

            2. Not Because It Is Easy / E line / 4.7.22

            3. The Day the Earth Stood Still / 70 / 5.3.17

            4. Figuring It All Out in the Bullpen / — / 8.4.16

            5. King Trevor / 7 / 7.6.19

            6. Compton, Gently / — / 7.6.03

            7. Chosen / 7 / 10.24.18

            8. Our Lady of Context / 7 / 2.6.20

            9. Of Angels and Alcohol / 49 / 11.29.15

Part II: The Things We Carry–p. 32

            10. Paris / — / 11.13.15

            11. Aaoghuu / 124 / 10.23.13

            12. In China / — / 1.3.12

            13. In Praise of Silver Hair / 7 / 4.30.15

            14. Lulit / 36 / 5.18.14

            15. Conversing with My Colleagues: I / 41 / 4.21.17

            16. It’s Neutral Beige’s Night / 49 / 10.25.14

            17. Love Is in the Air / 7 / 9.21.15

            18. The Bullet Train / 49 / 2.9.18

            19. Place de République / — / 11.14.15

            20. In Supplication / 7 / 9.2.15

            21. Richard / 49 / 1.2.18

            22. I Bet You Approve uh Gay Marriage! / 4 / 9.23.13

            23. Kind Heart / 10 / 8.15.13

Part III: The Children Inside–p. 68

            24. Eulogy for the Damned / — / 5.23.19

            25. The Question / 7 / 2.2.17

            26. In Napoli / — / 1.8.15

            27. The Nameless Heroes / — / 12.10.09

            28. Islamofriendia / 7 / 12.13.15

            29. AngryNice / 7 / 5.1.16

            30. I’ll Still Do It Again, the Same Way / 7 / 3.1.18

            31. Bravado / 49 / 5.1.20

            32. The Knife’s Edge Dance / 7 / 3.24.17

            33. Private / 70 / 9.24.15

            34. Slow Healer / 120 / 5.14.18

            35. The Soulful Stench / 12 / 7.13.17

Part IV: Quotidian Highs–p. 102

            36. The Benevolent Roar / 7 / 7.24.16

            37. What Counts for a Pass / 49 / 10.16.19

            38. The Antidote / E Line / 1.26.22

            39. FunnyTragicScaryEndearing / — / 11.7.16

            40. Both Ways / — / 11.21.15

            41. Tending to the Living / — / 12.11.19

            42. Our Lady of Miracles / 7 / 6.15.20

            43. Conversing with My Colleagues: II / 41 / 11.21.19

            44. Poker Face Practice / 49 / 1.23.16

            45. Vern:  / 7 / 5.28.20

            46. Just the Two of Us, Gruffly / — / 6.14.19

            47. Saint Gladness / E Line / 6.6.18

Part V: Hard Times–p. 136

            48. Poem for the Walking Dead / 3 / 12.16.23

            49. She’s on Fire / 49 / 10.4.19

            50. Something Early / E Line / 11.23.21

            51. Truthfulness, the Final Currency / 49 / 7.23.16

            52. Dawit / 41 / 7.13.14

            53. On Terror and Other Things / — / 10.3.17

            54. AngryNice, Again / 7 / 7.7.16

            55. To Thrive, Meanwhile / 49 / 6.24.20

            56. The Dawn of Time / — / 4.11.18

            57. Jessica Lee / 7 / 2.19.20

            58. Saddest Music in the World / 36 / 9.11.16

            59. This, Too, Happens / 49 / 6.10.20

Part VI: Softly, While We Still Can–p. 170

            60. Kindness in the Days of After / 49 / 7.22.18

            61. Why So Serious / 49 / 6.29.20

            62. She Did It on a Monday / 7 / 2.28.15

            63. With What Time We Have / — / November 2015

            64. Deserve, the Concept and the Song / 7 / 9.18.17

            65. Go Forth / 21 / 5.5.19

            66. 21st-Century Man / 120 / 8.30.19

            67. Vern: II / 7 / 5.28.20

            68. The Problem We All Live With / — / 12.25.14

            69. A Given Thing / 49 / 12.25.17

Part VII: You Won’t Always Be Around–p. 193

            70. Details on a Day Off / 41 / 2.8.17

            71. Details, Continued / 41 / 2.8.17

            72. The Child / — / 7.1.18

            73. Better to Suffer Hardship Than Cause It / 75 / 12.22.21

            74. Ah, Volume / 7 / 5.29.18

            75. The Glow / — / 6.6.19

            76. On Acing It / 49 / 6.9.24

            77. AJ / — / 6.3.20

            78. The Child: II / 7 / 8.31.17

            79. Clean-Shaven Revelation / 7 / 3.31.20

            80. The Veterinarian / 21 / Summer 2019

            81. Alonzo Rising / — / 6.8.19

            82. It’s About Who’s Around / 7 / 10.10.20

            83. Reflective / — / 12.31.18

Epilogue–p. 233